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It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain
There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just the sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away
And now you're gone, there's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried
It's a hard thing faking a smile when I feel like I'm falling apart inside

What to do? 
Hur kan något som kändes så bra för mindre än 24 timmar sedan sluta så här? 
Min vanliga tur antagligen. Ännu en hemsk dag. 
Jag funderar starkt på att stanna hemma imorgon, men jag har inte bestämt mig än. 
I'm a mess